Actions Write The Melody

I just hope you havent forgot how much love i have for you.

and i know He doesn't ever forget.

but i feel like i have to prove it.

i will prove it, it may take awhile. 

I do not  want to dissapoint you again.<3

If love was a door, I've slammed it in your face.
Ran out to the balcony, and jumped to the ground.
I've sponged the place in gasoline, before igniting the foundation,
And burning it to ashes.

If love was a plane, then I've flown it to the highest point,
But then let it come crashing down to the earth.
Fasten your seatbelts, we're going down. we're going down now.

If love was a child, then I've scolded him to no end.
He's been filled with nothing inside, until the day when bullets
Filled the emptiness inside him, from his own gun, from his own hands.

Love become the pill that stopped his shakes, he's never crossed a man's face so hard.
Love became the pill that put him under, He's never scratched a man's heart so deep.

If love was born to die, then I've buried it six feet under.
If you take the one, and minus him bye two,
You got the end of the world, before it's even begun.
Although I've killed his heart, 
You can revive him with your own two hands

If you were me, you would be standin' in the rain
Taking the world on to forget about the pain
They say mistakes are just hard lessons to be learned
I think mistakes have given loneliness you've earned

I say your failures are just blessings in disguise
Just like the "blessings" you disguised with little lies
You took the world on with no strength in which to stand
Oh I can't help but open arms for you to land
It won't be pretty, so my dearest turn your eyes
This is the kind of fall you take for staking lies

You are the queen of charming empty hearts like mine
Taking the blame for breaking every heart you've worn
You ask if emptiness is all you'll ever feel
I believe, it's your will 
The Girl Who Sowed Her Own Sorrow